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I’m just making sure i’m not the only one.

Let’s get it out, no really we need to.  If ppl don’t stop fucking me w/ their stupidass drama, i’m gonna lose wayy more friends than i’m already letting go as of right now.  Yea, that’s right cuz IDGAF! i CAN MAKE NEW FRIENDS EASILY!  So go ahead and try to fuck w/ me, cuz in the end i’ll just make you jealous and regretful.  I can read ppl so easily, i never met anyone whose dealt w/ stupidass shit other than myself.  I DO know more ppl who actually deserve all the pity in the world, but they’re concealed by the bootless shits that’s taking up the most attention! :(  I will admit something though.  I have a problem.  I get sucked into drama more easily than others… why?  BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT MY FUCKING FRIENDS!  I’m the one who sympathesizes w/ any of my close friends who need comfort/stability.  I’m THAT guy!  It’s LITERALLY a gift and a curse.  Yes i know life sucks dick, but GET THE FUCK UP!  That’s what i do son!  I motivate and make sure my friends feel safe because i can always relate!  So again my problem is that i shouldn’t care too much, but it’s hardd! I can’t do it! :(  When my friends have issues with each other, i’m usually the mediator and try to reassure both sides that i’m there for them, because i love all of them. (PROBLEM)  I HATE losing my close friends to shits like that, it sucks.  Butt now i realize that if there’s anything i can’t do to satisfy their friendship claims, then to fucking hell w/ them!  

Trying to be a good friend gets me sucked into drama, because ppl like to mention my name which brings about misunderstandings/ambiguousness and then I GET BLAMEDD!  :O me?!?!?!? I’m the fucker whose shoulder you cried on?  U must be fucking kidding me!  U know what i hate the most? …..Trying to defend myself when there’s no point.  I ALWAYS fucking do this!  I just desperately want shit to unravel on itself and so anyone can find out my intentions, but most situations I’m impatient.  Again this ties back to me getting myself involved and i know what you’re thinking……:P  ”This fucker needs to calm the fuck down!”  Hahaha But i just wanted to let y’all know and ask has this ever happened to you?  Has pointless drama gotten SOO extreme that it caused family concerns? (long story) I’m just making sure i’m not the only one.